Loving you

I can't explain how I feel,

but I know that the pain is too real.

I can't fathom why,

but this feeling makes me want to cry.

I never should've believed,

now this pain I have to heave.

You liking me was never possible.

I can't believe I ever thought it was plausible.

The pain I feel now is incredibly crushing.

How stupid I was for misunderstanding.

It really hurts to feel this way,

and I don't know when I'll ever be okay.

Why I fell for you is not a mystery,

but I never thought it would cause me much misery.

Loving someone has never caused me much pain.

And to think, from loving you, this is all I could gain.

So I don't know why else I can't let go,

when in fact you've caused me much woe.

And there is nothing that I could do,

to stop myself from loving you.