Wishful thinking

I know it is my own fault.

Who in their right mind would let themselves fall for a friend?

I knew better than to let it get to this,

But still, I did nothing to avoid what could've been prevented.

What is worse, is I could never tell.

Because I know that it would only complicate matters.

And I also know that you only see me as a friend,

And it is another that you like, another that you seek.

Sometimes I think what if..

And imagine how it would feel.

To capture that love of yours..

To be that apple of your eyes..

But I shouldn't dwell on such ideas.

I shouldn't feed more fodder to my fantasies.

I shouldn't... I really shouldn't.

But I do... And I can't seem to stop myself.

Because in my dreams, I see you and I.

And though it is foolish to wish it so,

Maybe it might even happen, if I wish enough

underneath these stars.